I am certainly one because i just spent 17 hours helping Lokies khan paint his room. It’s seriously nuts spending time with nutty people. Painting has been such a oh so fun but tiring job, because not only I’ve added “colours” to someone’s life, I’ve  also signed my name on his wall which will permanently be there, HA!

And there’s no free meal in the world, so he being a retard treat me with a packet of INSTANT NOODLES and a facial wash treatment (consist of TBS T3 products at his place).  Very thoughtful.

Oh, and X’mas is coming to town.

We are called to SALVATION, SANCTIFICATION, SUFFERING, UNITY and lastly, REACH OUT.

I’m pretty sure there are reasons why unity is set before reaching out. SO, people of my Boon lay revivalist group, let’s really step out of our comfort zone ya. All our prayers and fasting WILL go to waste if we don’t do something about it. JIA YOU.

Let’s step,break and shake!

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A new found friend, Eugene.

I am jealous.

for what you have and who you are.

Sometimes,I would wonder why when people says,”Hey Carol,you’ve changed”. Does it means that I’ve changed in terms of looks or my attidude.

Does it matter?

Somtimes,I just hate it when my family deprived me of my words of freedom.

Run with the wind.

I would give anything to be what I want to be.But because of my disablilty,I am unable to do so.

It is not you,but God.He will let you be what is in stored for you.

Or now and then, I would feel that I’m running this race alone,running towards someone’s elses vision.

Are you now denying?

Looking at people around me makes me feel so different. Time zone maybe?

Not to worry.Your time will come.

I’ve waited for 2 years.

Some people waited a lifetime for their breakthrough.

What is normal?

Enduring.

my dear friends.I cannot explain how many things had happened in my life for the past few months. how much I’ve grown. I just had a heart to heart talk with Lokies and yes,I feel so grateful. Thank you friends,thank you kel,hui mei.

thank you God. for letting me be an example.

Praises to Him.

Dearst people,I’ve lost my voice and I’m now currently known as, Jodie aka Cynthia aka Jig aka Zhen ying.Kelvin just heard my voice and he wants me to get better! but,well,I kinda like my sexy voice. hehe.

Ps:Lokies Khan,how can you even bear to take my URL away from your blog. erh,nevermind. 

Coming in from angela’s place.

Com is down.So,it doesn’t really matter though.Since I will always forgot what to blog.Soooo…..I’ve just wasted 3 mins typing this post without knowing what to write.

Go Carol,don’t lose heart:)

The all so beautiful test. 

It was then that I understood.It was me who turned away from him,who refuses to anknowledge him.Like what Hui mei said “Sometimes,it might be the easiest way to just run away from God and hide.But we are like fishes,if we remove God from our lives,we will be taking away our main source ,Water-God.So what good does it do?”

It has not been easy since the begining of year 2008,esp after the multiply last year.Sad to say,it broke my heart.Don’t get me wrong,I’m happy.It’s just that,deep down in my heart,I wasn’t able bear the separation with my family,my darlings,w363.

However,I know that I’ve stayed not because of the company,but because of my first love.The first service after our cell group multiply is contradictly our last one sitting together(haha).I sat beside my closest of all friends in w363,trying to remember every single thing they did.Powerful service it was.I even cried eventhrough the praise at the last section of the service,and it was then the holy spirit spoke to me“Carol,indeed,you’ve grown.Be of good cheer,be a blessings to others.Why not taking a step of faith?Trusting God with everything you have.Keep praying and be faithfu.lBe a women of faith.It’s time for you to grow even to a higher level.It’s time for you to embrace your vision”.Pastor preached about ’Change = Growth’ and truly,this is just the first step of me changing.So this is how God tests me.

It is very tempting for me to say that I want life to be perfect,but if it is,what can I learn from life?For now,I will just tuck away the 2 years of my w363 memories in a corner of my heart.Making another space for my now-cell group.

Now I’m under Hui mei,thank God for a great leader and friend.Making me a role of a Cgl(connect group leader).I can’t wait to see my vision.Can’t wait to save souls.I will keep praying.Thank God for running this race with me.I’ll keep praying,praying that you will make me stronger day by day.Faith is a strong yet wonderful thing.

Well,Kelvin,Like I’ve promised,I will try my very best in w465.I will embrace and love w465 with all my heart.Thank you Kelvin and for all the vital lessons you’ve taught me,for pulling me up when I fell,for your back up prayers,for every single time when I needed someone,you’ve shown me how a big brother love operates.

And last but not least,thank you God for always believing in me.

Deleted the dumb post I wrote on Sunday.

Carol is back,stronger.