Put the cuffs on me

The all so beautiful test. 

It was then that I understood.It was me who turned away from him,who refuses to anknowledge him.Like what Hui mei said “Sometimes,it might be the easiest way to just run away from God and hide.But we are like fishes,if we remove God from our lives,we will be taking away our main source ,Water-God.So what good does it do?”

It has not been easy since the begining of year 2008,esp after the multiply last year.Sad to say,it broke my heart.Don’t get me wrong,I’m happy.It’s just that,deep down in my heart,I wasn’t able bear the separation with my family,my darlings,w363.

However,I know that I’ve stayed not because of the company,but because of my first love.The first service after our cell group multiply is contradictly our last one sitting together(haha).I sat beside my closest of all friends in w363,trying to remember every single thing they did.Powerful service it was.I even cried eventhrough the praise at the last section of the service,and it was then the holy spirit spoke to me“Carol,indeed,you’ve grown.Be of good cheer,be a blessings to others.Why not taking a step of faith?Trusting God with everything you have.Keep praying and be faithfu.lBe a women of faith.It’s time for you to grow even to a higher level.It’s time for you to embrace your vision”.Pastor preached about ’Change = Growth’ and truly,this is just the first step of me changing.So this is how God tests me.

It is very tempting for me to say that I want life to be perfect,but if it is,what can I learn from life?For now,I will just tuck away the 2 years of my w363 memories in a corner of my heart.Making another space for my now-cell group.

Now I’m under Hui mei,thank God for a great leader and friend.Making me a role of a Cgl(connect group leader).I can’t wait to see my vision.Can’t wait to save souls.I will keep praying.Thank God for running this race with me.I’ll keep praying,praying that you will make me stronger day by day.Faith is a strong yet wonderful thing.

Well,Kelvin,Like I’ve promised,I will try my very best in w465.I will embrace and love w465 with all my heart.Thank you Kelvin and for all the vital lessons you’ve taught me,for pulling me up when I fell,for your back up prayers,for every single time when I needed someone,you’ve shown me how a big brother love operates.

And last but not least,thank you God for always believing in me.