Filed under: Loves
SHIT.My TIP programme party crashes with Jenini’s BD party.I will be a free girl on 8 oct 
anyways,HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY DA SAO!
Man,My face ain’t that bad that time.
My prelims results tells me that I’m able to pass,but something tells me that I have to work hard enough.Tada:
English : B3
Chinese : C5
Science : U
Geo/SS : U
POA : U
Math : A1
yes,I know how weird my results are.3 U(s).Wow.
WHATEVER N LEVELS!
Filed under: Uncategorized
11 more days till N’s.It’s really how true time tells.
Things turns out to be weird.Mugging became a daily routine,pimple watching from others became a common thing and being a bad friend became a part of me.I really don’t wanna get emo and stuff,but life just pushed me to this situation.Sucker.
Well!On the lighter note,holidays are arriving soooooonnnnnn.Total yeahness.But I doubt people would ask me out.HAHA.Because they are still mugging for their O’s.
Define,best friend,good friend and just friend for me.
ps:I hearts like guys who plays guitar.
Filed under: Uncategorized
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!Prelims is over.
And N levels is starting in a week’s time.
Shit.
Big boobs,don’t be depressed by your science results.You can do better.And thanks or coaching me in my math.
Sunshine,Jia you for your A math and POA.
Ah nanananana,Smack smack.All the best to your O’s.
Jiajia,meet me in the morning!:)
Anyways,wanna thank all those who sent me messages of encouragement!Like,Leow,Jul,Serene,Lock,Josh,Kel,Drew,Joe,Sara,Big boobs,Dorothy,Hubert,Alex
Before I forget.Happy Birthday to all!
Mum,sis,da sao,Hui li,Meng leong,Allen,Assadiq and Harith!Have a blessed BD!
The event is like so fun
It’s a singing event.Leow prepared everything.We’ve got shakers,cone,air balloons,banners,cloth pinned onto our shirts etc;all things that create noise.Hui mei was the fan club leader,chistina was cheerleader no.1 and I’m no.2(Of cos,not those kinda girl wearing mini skirts).Lokies got into the solo and Schumann finals.
First up is Lock.He sang this English song,’At last’.He wore red,HOT.He sang realllllllyyyy well,SEXY.When he sang his second verse,I went up stage and presented him a flower.What I did next was I hugged him,on stage.HAHA.Although I’ve hugged him dozen of times,this time is different.Spotlights on you,camera facing you and the cheering,10 seconds of fame.opps.
Schumann’s group,anonymous.I don’t know the title of the Chinese song,something like this:ni na meh ai ter…(I’m bad in chinese).For them,I believe that all of them have stage experience,all them are all firm on stage.They can all sing.
Next comes the results:
Lock din get into top 3 
Schumann’s:
host:So who do you think will win?
(Loud cheering and yelling)
host:And now,the winner is…..
me:(Everyone’s quiet,*drumrolls*,I took the red loud hailer out and adjusted it to the loudest…)SCHUMANN WILL WIN!
(everyone stare at me)
Adrain:(wishper)Is Anonymous!!
me:ohh!(Loud hailer raised up)ANONYMOUS WILL WIN!!!!YEAH!!
(staring continues…)
Host:ANONYMOUS!
I know i’ve said this once,and I’m gonna say the second time!Lokies!Gogogo man.You looked soooooooo HOT last night.As if it was your concert yea?Your voice moved me a lot.Pastor once said that a Champion is one that never quits.And you’re one!Haa.You’re right,it’s not a competition,but a passion!I hope you like the hug i gave,ON stage(opps).It took me so much courage!sorry i had to leave early,and i missed the photos taking sessions!Awww.You are truly one that impact and rock the church,woohoo~Love love!
Schumann:
I know you won’t be reading this.But still,you did great.And congrats!!!!!!!!!!:) Remember Emerge?I’m still gonna be your girl.But remember,don’t slouch(don’t know if this is the correct spelling)when you sing.See ya!!!!!!!!!
Filed under: family
YESTERDAY MORNING BEFORE I WENT TO SCHOOL I TOLD MUM HOW MUCH I REGRETTED TELLING HER MY SECRETS BECAUSE SHE TOLD THEM ALL TO MY ELDER BROTHER AND I JUST FOUND OUT THAT SHE ACTUALLY BOUGHT THE BAG THAT I REALLY REALLY WANTED WHICH IS LIKE SO EXPENSIVE AND MUM JUST CALLED TO ASK ME OUT FOR DINNER MY FAVOURITE FISH SOUP NOW I FEEL LIKE SUCH A BLOODY MORON BECAUSE I NEGLECTED MUM’S FEELING WHICH MADE ME FEEL LIKE A FREAKING BITCH AND MAKING ME FEEL WORSE CAUSE I DON’T WANNA CRY ANYMORE BECAUSE FAT GIRLS DON’T CRY BECAUSE MY BROTHER SAY SO THAT I DON’T DESERVE LOVE NOR PITY SO IT MAKE SENSE IF I JUST JUMP OFF THE BUILDING AND DIE RIGHT FOR I DON’T WANT MY FAMILY TO HATE ME BECAUSE I HATE THEM EVERYONE PUTTING ON A MASK MAKING ME LOSE MY FREEDOM AND DISRESPECTING ME WHY DO THEY STOP ME FROM GOING AFTER MY OWN HAPPINENSS AND FORCE ME TO STAY AT HOME BY NAGGING AT ME EVERYDAY ABUSING ME MAKES ME FEEL LIKE VOMITING FORCING ME TO EAT THAT BLOODY DINNER I FEEL SO FUCK UP AND WAKE ME UP WHEN I AM TIRED MAKING ME FEEL SMALL AND USELESS LIKE AS IF I AM NOT THERE HAVING A FAMILY OF FOUR CONTROLING MY HABITS STOPPING MAKING ME HAPPY AND TREAT ME UNFAIRLY HURTING ME EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY PUSHING ME DOWN TELLING ME HOW IMPORTANT MY EXAMS ARE WHEN I AM ALREADY ON THE VERGE OF TEARS BECAUSE OF THET STUPID FUCK UP N LEVELS ASSUMING THAT I AM STILL THAT ASSHOLE MAKER.STOP.
Filed under: School
I went for this singing competition.But I din get into the finals.I sang wrong keys.Oh,well.
N level papers
Chinese is rather easy.Social studies is okay and English is difficult.I hate exams.Not just because it’s exams.Because it cultivates pimple plantation(s) on my face.After English paper,Dephanie and peeps bought me to IMM.We end up eating fish and co?I never thought that my first Fish & co would be with them.
Fish & co reminds me of Kelvin Hor!Haa.I still remember that bet.Brings back memories 
aww.
This is kinnda random.
Those were the times.Seriously.I think my hair looked damn hot.HAHAHA.
This is totally candid.
I like this photo.Genuine Smiles.
So long.
